Feeling of Unfavorable

I disrelish it when everytime people starts asking me when am I going to study in foreign country and "No, I'm NOT going aboard to further my studies. I will finish my whole degree course here", is the statement which I hate to answer them. Yeah, no doubt, I'm going to stuck(suck) at here, four years locally in this *tut* country. I ain't trying to say M'sia isn't a good country though, it is just err whatsoever.


I feel great for them, for all of my friends who are currently pursuing their degree/master in foreign countries or soon. Meanwhile, I freakishly envy them too. That they able to travel around, savoring luscious cuisines, posting fabulous pictures in FB, sharing extraordinary stories and so forth. Such a coveted lifestyle which I so craving for! But, hmm... Darn it.

Hodgepodge

First of all, I would like to say that I didn't and I don't abandon my tiny blog. It's just that, I was rather lazy for posting and yet I was having a crammed and hectic short sem. Okay, anyway, I'm having a two months plus' holiday for the moment and if I'm not mistaken, my next sem is going to be starts at 4th of Jan, 2010. Yeah, no doubt, it's 2010! Lulx, I know it's consider as a long long break though. Thus, I require plenty of part-time jobs or maybe full-time's.



Ytd, our result for the previous sem still haven't release yet. It has been about two weeks plus and without knowing, unconsciousness is creeping into my mind. I'm almost senseless toward about it. It's good to me though, isn't it?! Hehe.



On the other hand, I do admit that I'm a person who used to ponder a lot, too much, excessively. And I'm going to change over this bad habit asap for my own sake..



Off to bed. ZZZzzzzz....