Recently, I realise that my previous posts tend to be melancholy. Yes, I admit that I always scruple excessively, but I would say I'm not a pessimistic person. However, I do pessimize towards certain things which I unable to make it under control and I don't hope it creeps into my mind either. Sometimes, it really bewilder me, I just feel distressing tremendously. It ain't cool at all. Darn it. Nevertheless, it's always so pleasant to have a suitable listener, a good listener to be with you. Whenever I speak my problems, perplexity out or sharing with them, even though they didn't console nor solve my difficulty, yet it's alleviating, I feel relieve. Thanks for them. :-)
On the other hand, I told you and I supposed that I'm gonna be okay with 5 days of NO COMMUNICATION at all with you. But you know what?! It's indeed suffering and I ain't cool with that, not even the tiniest bit. I hope you will feel the same senses like what I'm feeling right now when I'm in the coming Shang Hai trip though. I miss you dear...
