Frustrated

Today is 51st anniversary of the Independence Day of my country-Malaysia. Well I don't have much stuffs to talk about it. Yesterday night, quite many of my friends asked me "Hey you don't go out?" and I did reply them with "What do u mean? Count down or wat? Haiz I'm old already no longer into count down anymore." Unless you say count down for a brand New Year in foreign countries with ravishing of FIREWORKS then I'm sure I'm the first one who shout "Hurray!"


During afternoon I did online for awhile, loitering around web sites and I saw a video from Youtube about Arvil Lavigne's Malaysia Concert. And I read about a comment posted by a stranger who is one of the fans of Arvil written about Miss Lavigne was refrain from being herselves on the stage during her concert in Stadium Merdeka. That was not the punk-rock "Princess" which we used to see normally! Then I started to recall my memories of that day and I was like "Yeah!" She didn't wear punk shirts/skirts,she didn't shout or scream with her brilliant voice and she didn't jumping around. As I know she was not allow to jump,kiss,hug,shout,sing with vile lyric and so on...but there are what our rockstar used to do in her concert! All there jackass stuffs are directly making me stated to hate my coutry-Malaysia! A truly Mus*** country! Damn it! May be somebody outhere might think that I'm a bit over or what, but try and imagine about Miss Lavigne was singing one of the phrase from "Girlfriend" with "Bala-bala princess" instead of "Mother-Fucking Princess!" Argh I just abominate this way!


Around 3'o clock I was going to Selangor to have a meal full with seafoods with my relatives. During the journey, I heard the interesting stories from my aunt who just came back from New Zealand. She had been staying there about 3 months! Working and playing. Especially the snow-capped mountain sound really fun man. Then I took advantage of this opportunity to tell my parents about I thought of working and playing at the same time in UK or may be some others countries in next year before my degree course really started. They are like not so agree and they suggested me to work as a partime worker while Im free during my course. Then while coming back home, another aunt asked me about my current and further studies as well. Now I just wandering whether where,what & how my degree course will be in next year perhaps. But for sure to further my studies in UK next year is currently what I eager for. (I'm sure Ms. Fly is so happy with what I have written! Haha.)

Being Tagged

* PART 1 *

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?

-I think so

2 ) Describe urself in one word.

-Cute?!
3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?

-I will choose someone that I love,no points you choose the one who love you but you got no feeling torwards him/her then end up-BREAK!
4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?

-Yes, of course but it'll never happen again from now on.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?

-Half-half

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?

-Shall we make love now?

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?

-Just fine!
8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?

-YES, I DO!

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?

-Don't give a damn.
10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?

-Are you trying to ask me to describe myselves?

* PART 2 *

1 ) Best place to cry?

-Shower room
2) Who do you love the most?

-Although the que stated THE MOST, I still would like to rank it by this way:

My parents, My gangs, My best-friends

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?

-I didn't dream last night,but I acceded to a glorious concert yesterday. ARVIL~~~
4) Ever hated someone so bad?

-Yeah, I do.

5 ) What is the most important thing to do before u going out?

-Check out my outter look

6)Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?

-Erm can't recall of it. Sorry.
7)If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?

-To become an airline PILOT with HIGH-PAID salary, To own a MANSION, So on...
8)If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?

-Last time I would choose Japan but for now I'll choose europe countries.
9)Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?

-No, but if needed I'll do so. Hee.
10)Are you old fashioned?

-May be in someways, but I hope Im not.
11)What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you wanna fuck them?

-I just wander who set this que huh?! Of course to tell someone who I wanna fuck them ok?!
12)What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

-Im those person who easily to give up to somethings.
13)5 Facts About Me:

-Im a boy

-My name is CZH

-Im 19yo this year

-I live in kepong

-Im a student
14)5 things that scares me:

-Lizards (They are so nauseating plz!) *BUT I have to emphasize that Im far more better than Ms. Terbang plz*

-I lost my important/valueble stuffs

-Unable to get good result in studies

-Unable to realisemy dreams

-Unable to become a Millionaire in the future
15)3 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:

-When you are gone from Miss Lavigne

-Complicated from Miss Lavigne

-Girlfriend from Miss Lavigne
16)5 Things I treasure in My Life:

-My parents

-Moneys $$$

-Enjoyments

-Sex

-My gangs

17) "First Time" in My Life:

-I do have lots of "First Time"!
18)5 Words/Things I Always Use/Say:

-Yeah eh

-Oic

-I think that

-Thanks

-Hey

Arvil Lavinge The Best Damn Asia Tour '08

On 11th August:
Pas strikes again! This time they've taken aim at Canadian pop-punk "princess", Avril Lavigne. As reported on the Malaysian Insider: "Federal Territory PAS Youth has demanded the government ban pop superstar Avril Lavigne from performing in the country, saying that it would insult the Merdeka freedom fighters." (The concert is on 29 August!)

Say what?! So what are we supposed to do instead of jumping around to "Sk8er boi" or emo-ing to "I'm With You"? Well their suggestion is to have a "history-writing contest". What does that even mean? Do we get to re-write history? What do we get if we win? They're also saying that Avril's music (apparently laden with punk and rock elements) is not suitable for the virginal ears of Malaysia youth. OTK (Oh Tunku!)

She looked damn cool man!

On 23th August:
Malaysian authorities have reversed their decision to cancel a concert by Canadian pop-rock star Avril Lavigne, saying Saturday (23 Aug) that she can perform next week despite complaints her act is "too sexy." BUT Malaysia still requires all performers to wear clothes without obscene or drug-related images and to be covered from the chest to the knees. They must also refrain from jumping, shouting, hugging and kissing on stage. Still, conservative Muslims often protest against Western and even Malaysian music shows that they consider inappropriate.

You guyz know what?!

On29th August:
I was one of the fans among 15,000 crowd in she splendid "The Best Damn Asia Tour" concert! Yesterday, Miss Terbang & I reached Stadium Merdeka around three something. And we started to queue up for few hours! While we were standing n waiting for the gates to open we had chatted a lot of stuffs. From yam to further studies in UK and from further studies to year end Thailand trip. The whether was damn hot. Stall"S",varies kind of peoples & Hotlink stuffs were shrouded there.

One of the stall that located near to Gate4.
Can you see the cute gurl standing at the bottom of right hand part?!

Finally, the gates open at 7.30pm but the bad news was we gotta wait for another one hour and fifteen minutes that means the show gonna start at 8.45pm! Infact it was okay for us to wait, since we had aldready waited for almost 5hours outside the stadium. Unfortunely, it rained! Omg everyone was like mad. Squeezed like sardins in box to grab for FREE raincoats! Luckily Miss Terbang didn't go with smokey eyed, if not she will be like... (I believe everyone able to imagine of that moment) Haha.

Colourful raincoater, it looked more attractive in LIVE!

The show began with a Malay singer who we did not know but his voice is not bad indeed. Finally...

The spotlights were being turned off and the show was begin...

Hey hey you you, I want you to be my girlfriend...

Lavigne was dressed casually in jeans and a black T-shirt as she took to the stage with her first song Girlfriend, and only had one costume change, into a grey T-shirt for the whole concert. The crowd especially ours area remained excited throughout, singing and dancing along to Lavigne's entire 17 songs set. Due to a few reasons like distance away from the stage, price of the ticket, the time that we had been waiting and so on it made me feel that ours Orange Zone (RM138) not to say best but the most ideal seat. Moreover, Lavigne was so damn cute yesterday yes the part that Miss Terbang had told me also which she played with the crowd. When she raised up her hands everyone will be shouting. Oppositely when she lower her hands everyone will become quite. She keeped on repeating for few times and it's getting faster. Noise..silence..noise then silence again. It's getting too fast that the crowd could not follow then Miss Lavigne was angry! Omg she looked cuter and yet prettier while in anger. Haha. She is great. She played electronic guitar,piano (Yesterday the piano which she played wit "When you are gone" was in pink!) and DRUMS! Woo~~~ I enjoyed myselves in the concert and yeah Miss Lavigne, I miss you...

The concert ended.

Arvil you rocks my world! Woo~~~